F- Sum-me to yam a foe
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Friday, May 7, 2010
Dreams are "Net Places"
F- Sum-me to yam a foe
Monday, April 26, 2010
Fix Me
when you try your best but don’t succeed, when get what you want but not what you need, when you feel so tired but you can’t sleep………when the tears come stream down your face, when you've lose something you can't replace, when you love someone but go to waste, could it be worse?
lights will "guide you home" and "ignite your bones" and "I will try to fix you."
The Forward starts off in a soft pensive struggle of love, and accelerates as lights brings us home, ignites our bones, and promises to try to fix us.
The Reverse begins in turmoil: "we" see the deeper workings of our depressed love. Our love is corrupt, but it not just our own doing. "we" have been spiritually influenced. "we" are fooled, given sweet verse, swayed and taken subtly into our "hate-e-hate". If we just feel sorry for ourselves, we will continue to be manipulated. The confessional nature of the reversal deepens us towards the full truth.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Responsibility "Pursues the 'All', Freaking ETs"
We are meant to ride on the water, but it is our responsibility to have a tight ship. The same water that allows us to skim across its surface, will sink us if there are openings in our hull. Those holes in our love occurred at the Fall, with finger pointing and excuses.
So I understand
[straight truth] R- Knights are now wuss
it's my responsibilityR- the lips stops your ram, see [be cautious R- Keiko healthy]
I shouldn't blame other peopleR- All beef {resentment} with a male, can dis(h) ya [condition]I don't blame[be sensitive] R- Male ignored ya [be excited]
angels, extra-terrestrialsR- slide {avoidance} surfs get, slows knee {understanding, relationship, two parts working together}I don't blame any body[a low coming] R- male bode {habitat} ya [the Besh slowed him down] R- he love E netbecause I'm the one responsible to keep my ship tight.[Daddy, he hate me] R- the art bish, yam, beet, gold's an option (the globes and ops), we know without it {without materialism}
Thank you for all your support.[hack hit us] R- Stroke, pursue the All(k), freaking ET(h) {extra-terrestrial/spirit world}
All of you care for me and provide me with this environment.
R- member album saying he'd have her name refreshed, Tree-a
Now that I understandR- Knights are nay aught {everything} to, Von {from} knew
many things very clearly.R-healer scarsing {making obsolete} Athena {Hellenism}I must be responsible.R- soft he weeps some, ya
I'll be responsible.R- Softs, he be while {patient}
I am remind by RS, that responsibility requires a balanced character. It requires harmonization of masculinity and femininity. It is more than a masculine display of strength. It is sensitive, passionate and patient attention. Mind over body, right over might: Lips stop the Ram. "soft he weeps some, he be while".
Monday, February 22, 2010
Bloodlines of Control
- things have changed, "not now" "broke the nark pin"
- "we'll close the net" "Elf lost Owl {ET, spirit leader}, his eye" and lost know {fame}
- "shack buy Crown of Pain" (could that be a little shack in Korea") a change of dominion
- we will be "Vets of valuelessness"
- "They are One by hope-ness"
- yachts {elite} see purpose
- fair'n up, stay alert, she'll bite soon,
- you are original beef {feed for low spirits/ET's} for feeing in it {profit from the war}, whole Ve were off with Va, that turn the arm, Her ring our butts, hurt, yachts {elite} see purpose
- "Fair dealers have landed"
- Myth their if {speculation}, feather {evidence} did see, Hathor supper authentic {marriage supper of the lamb or Jesus' marriage}
Here I ask a few questions (didn't save the recording to make a more natural flowing conversation)
F- It seems that if Jesus was able to do this {begin a true blood line}
F- and that the purpose of the second coming is to do that very thing {establish linage}...
Monday, February 15, 2010
Morning Meditation: The Natural World and Spirit World
My wife an I like to rise in the morning and begin our day with inspiring readings. I have been checking some of the ideas in RK. Here we read by the Lake:
link to our morning reading:
1F- The Spirit World is connected with the Physical World, the common factor is true love, (Wood Duck flies by).
1R- Sought without a nation, snake there, I know war heck. How fully this death, have no session higher, how Father (H- 1.5) say. Snith Fall in her snick, her half the mock ET. Far work as if the Thune {sudden change in power}, Nic panic. Sieve our words, Sith.
2F- God does not have a body, therefore in order to manifest his body, God needs Adam {a true man} to show his face through him, that is the ideal of creation.
2R- The shape of lake there see that {we are sitting at the lake as we read}, you make yourself see, you wash, he loves his la, {note 6-feminine} Mother Adeen's {little fire} luck, he loves itself, three numbers, not only all fight, he loves, baba, has son, so suck this.
3F- Had Adam & Eve not fallen, they would have occupied the position of Father & Mother eternally in the Spirit World. If no fall, We would automatically go to heaven simply by attending their parents as though they were attending God (Blue Herring flies by)
3R- Have no position near a who, that difficult quote. {female reader} Suck, needn't they suck, how we both suck, s(n)lither {sniff or sense} ray bath, needing this now, every look missed, nervy, boosh, know, now hard look, now read of it, low fawn need bathe, did that, rub soft lawns of sis, grow, fathers do it , they if grow more reefs sandy {soft barriers}, happenings in earnest-ty ,rhythm with new love, full, now shes dof (does) bet, ya we hope , Father., Myth, the roofs done, be in number/ that other.
4F- We do then find that just as love is important in this world it is more important, literally the substance of the Spirit World.
4R- Sorrow works Sith Va. Set net, swastika de-lerted them, n- rook their home nev(er)ease. A rook, sent in Earl. May seen valves succinct {close fitting}. They now flattered you.
5F- I think the more we investigate this subject in the future we see what we do with our lives in very important because as Paul said earlier… {ducks fly in}.
5R- Necessary he may illume {brighten} make it, save enough, fear if any here, sly, Nic ya coolly, sad, more fully boosh. They hew him sweets. Sad Nic the whore sayer, snake, her ailer at sSs {snake} soft is physic [sniff]. Elk mirror if see. Sailor a Thu. Worry you owe snath(ke), salary Ry roam with jurist-ty fend me, his vast Sith digs, siphon E, roam within it.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Personal Compelling Evidence in a Life Beyond this Life
Full Reverse
Love of Nature Explored in RK
1F- It is an exhibit god has given us as a gift
5F- It is the same with flowing water, God doesn't want things to be dry and monotonous, made for prince of dreams, hope he would look at infinite garden and inherit it.
5R- History, the net falls. The poor rose sick. your rock sane. innumerate man a wolf, poor rock, heal, and if me, said that, of renew-E-hit, off when hay, sna-here's the snare Ralph, sniff, the dare use, sin on a May hour, Steve with Smith, now run, out in the dark, round you'll(f) miss the city.
6F- Learn from all things of creation, sing praises for the original world of creation, live for the sake of others, even birds will want to have their babies their at your home.
6R- You are in my urethra, head now O stir. War are in your middle na, mock in the woe. Serve we V if never eaten it. Writhe I eat, rick is sither(f), vale sheet-yur, lore wor(ship), she'll bit soon. Hell we're at, and this, this door, vitten is your radio, na-share fiddler One is there with V, Louie there the roof, see her, miss-able be issue. I am a foolish mess, know, he deal with. Mister blame me, fillay'n men knew, na-share missing Ethel - merf Nearl issues snake.